Over It

I'm so over thinking about and talking about my weight. More really thinking about it than talking about it- I don't think I actually talk about it as much as I think about it. I am taking FOREVER to lose it. Probably by the time I just lose it already I will end up getting pregnant again. HOWEVER, I have already made a pact with myself that this time around I will handle things so differently. I will work out and count points the entire pregnancy so I don't gain as much and so I'm able to jump right back into a healthy lifestyle.

Anyway- I take my time because I think that life is about more than your image. But I also sort of use that as an excuse. I have a goal, I need to reach it. Life IS about reaching goals and doing good, healthy things for yourself.

I will say this though. I still have 13 pounds to lose to be where I want to be. And I have NEVER had such a hard time losing weight. Baby weight holds on with the grip of a vice. Seriously- I work out with Ahmad three times a week and run in between.

It's the meal plan. I know that is what he would say. I'm on it. Because I'm over it.